Do you ever have those moments where you realize you have just been staring at the wall for the past five minutes and you think "What the fuck am I doing?" That has been happening far too often lately.
I don't know what to think. I am emotionally tired. I am confused. But in only a matter of minutes nothing will matter and I will feel like I have everything sorted out and I can do anything I want. I will feel like I am loved and popular, but right now I know that's not true. Conditioning is a bitch. No one can flatter me because I know none of it is true. I am starting to think everyone who ever cared about me is just not giving a shit about me any more. I feel so empty.
Please come and help me build my humble abode.
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